human

Why there is no study about people that do not match? Why there is no manual of how to become human? It’s not like I am making this stuff up. I think different, I have completely different perception of the world. I am just not like others. It is hard to explain. However imagine if you were wearing a mask, and you knew its not real, everything is not real. and you just forced to talk, think, and express your self like others do. Just tired of this misunderstanding. Disguise my self as others. Walking through the masses of humans rushing to their destinations. Sitting on the bench, and looking somewhere far. I see dragons flying in the sky. I used to read a lot of fairy tells, and I could easily put my self into that world. But no luck of being part of this one. I always wondered how is it to be like others? What do you guys think? What is your perception of this world?