Her smile was the only thing stuck in my head for so many days now. I can’t seem to be able to think about something else. I mean its probably impossible to think about something different when you already in the process of thinking about it. Let me explain, its like telling someone not to think about monkeys. Now they thinking about not to be thinking about monkeys. I often wonder why do we meet people that we can’t quite understand. and when I say understand I mean find out their significance. I mean there is so many people in that bar, or restaurant, or a subway, why it happens so that you meet exactly that particular person? It is quite difficult especially when you realize that you guys could be something great, but then suddenly your roads separate and you both go different ways, with keeping nothing else but a memories. But then it makes you wonder, why…. Was it your fault? Or did you always knew that will happen?
When you are single for a really long time, you start to forget that you are single, you concentrate on other stuff, and then suddenly that person appears in your life. And then suddenly leaves. And then all again, long time trying to forget.
Random thoughts from random person 