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Have you ever get tired of living?

When looking out the window, you realize that there wont be anything real, just a world full of fake emotions and thoughts.

Are you ever get of this pretentious world?

I honestly don’t know if I want to keep moving. A sea of humans. A grey ocean of fake smiles.

I used to believe before. I used to believe in the world, I used to believe in people. Lately tho, I have been losing my faith in them, in the world. I know that I may not be someone whose opinion is of any value.

Could people stop pretending, could they be them selves?

I don’t understand how world became what it is. How people became who they are. and mostly of all, what is the point of all of it? I mean why making it legal for people to die with terminal illness, if life in its essence is a terminal decease? There is no cure, no one live forever, yet suicide is illegal. How come no one yet realized that the world in its current state is just a well made prison. I mean sure, many don’t want to think about it. But, in some way, it makes it worse. People not talking about whats life truly is. I mean everyone just gave up at finding meaning behind all of this, and just agreed to whatever. We create a prison system of inequality and discrimination, and call it democracy, liberty, neo-liberalism… and so on. Who is orchestrating this? Are we ourselves create the reality, or are we simply following with the flow? Is there a way out? What we all can agree on, is this psychologically controlled and under strict surveillance societal system is well made. But who are those in the control room? You may hide there forever, but one day there will be that human who will brake through the wall, look you in the eyes, and smash your head open with the hammer. If you control this system, you are well aware of that.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Generation Elimination

Many may have stumbled upon some videos or articles about our planets earth current condition. In summary they all suggest that with our current temps of resource usage our human population will not be able to sustain itself within next few decades. Those authors suggest that the blame to be put on political and banking elites. However, we all should take credit for this amazing conclusion of our nation. As many now come to understanding (hopefully), our planet is run by few very powerful people, and no, I don’t mean superheroes, but rather power of influence and ability to direct resources to remain in power. This is no an article about some crazy theory, but rather the analysis of our reality. We may live in denial, and refuse to look into evidence, but it wont change a thing. Our nation got to the point of “no return”, which means there is no way back now. So far we all said that if one day we will get close to running off on resources, we will have some technology to resolve that. Well, there is no time to create a time travel machine. Our population is too stubborn to accept the reality. and the reality is that the more you use the more you need. So far we lived like there is no limit. Giving the burden of finding a solution to our survival to planet earth ability to generate new resources. The ice is melting, animal species become extinct, and we all eat a bunch of chemical stuff. More over, much of our farms now grow genetically modified products, and its been only about few hundred years of us starting the urbanization and industrialization. Our population grow rapidly, we over use, over manufacture, and over waste. We are bunch of slobs. We even declared that there is no purpose to our existence (scientifically). We are here just to do nothing.

However, we give so much credit for banks and governments for ruining our world, that we are forgetting that we didn’t do a thing to change or refuse the governments. We so far missed all the evidence and hints to change our life style. The more we mess with the nature, the more it will mess with us. Like a butterfly effect. Well the point is, we are the generation of elimination. The people in charge of our financial and social system came to realization that we are at point of no return, and there is no changing, if not to change things drastically. Over the next decade the elimination process will begin. It might be a straight forward war between powers, in the name of democracy (or other, I’m sure viable reason) which will eliminate bunch of people to slow down the usage of resources and allow time to reconfigure the social system, or much sophisticated natural cause, like virus from animals or food, or perhaps a natural cataclysm. and if for a second you want to doubt this, imagine your self floating in the open ocean on a ship. There is no land anywhere near, and you don’t even know if there is a land. Amount of people begin to grow, but there is only so much space you can provide, and only so much fish you can catch. What will you do as a captain? Allow all to die? Risk someone else to begin a revolution declaring you incompetence, and then killing others and probably you. Or would you think for a long time and then come up with some good tactics to eliminate unwanted amount of people for the sake of survival of the others?

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The reality

What is our world truly represent?

A system to fuck up with poor, and make rich richer?

We are on a merge of the hill, a cliff. There is only so much elevation world can get.

The moment when people will have enough is soon to come. When people will finally realize that they don’t own anything to governments and countries. When they will realize that they been enslaved by the money, corrupt by the promise of wealth, in exchange for their slavery. Yes, you might think you are free. But your every step, every decision is well calculated in advanced. Your movements are tracked, and saved. Have you ever wondered why are you working? Who said that you need money to achieve something? Welcome to the virtual reality of the reality. Sounds complicated? Not so. Every game is exactly what our reality is. You have a game, you have a character in that game, which is you, and you have a money system to purchase something in-game. You need to play longer, or do something to gain more in-game money to be able to purchase something. The only difference is that you can probably uninstall the game, and come back  to the reality. But what really changes? Yes, you get a better perception of the world. But nothing is real in the world except the feelings. You can feel the real world, which you can’t in-game. Yeah you get more “freedom” of what to do, but that’s rather soon will change with improvement of the games. Reality is fucked, your minds, decisions, everything been manipulated. Advertisement, movies, tv, video games, literature, if you pay enough attention you soon will realize that it’s all been well degraded to the basic level. You don’t get quite the same information, instead everything created now is to lower your intelligence level for easier manipulation. If you believe mass media, or basically anything that is behind created by corporations you are fooling yourself. Stop and think. Stop and analyze. You might think that this entire post is just a bunch of paranoid crap, but it’s not. Your facebook ads appear exactly what you searched on google. Even when you go to your email you are still getting weirdly similar ads to what you have searched for before. You think that’s a coincidence? Even youtube ads will match your recent search content. One time I searched for something on google in french, and was amazed that after doing that search, my youtube ads appeared in french. Fascinating.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Just a random quotes, from random person.

One who follows, one day will lead. One who leads, one day will follow.

Followers are not those behind, but those who right beside us.

There is meaning in meaningless.

World is a big circle, so what makes you believe there is an end.

In darkness you will find true light.

Walk is not a journey, but journey often is a long walk.

Following your dreams, is chasing your own tail, everything is in your mind.

Being alive is slowly dying.

Don’t listen, and you will know the truth.

To be heard – be quite. To be ignored – talk.

You always know all the answers, you looking for one, means you don’t agree with the one you have.

Every scientific discovery, is just another limitation to our existence.

Having the information doesn’t necessarily mean knowing it.

Random thoughts

One second I feel real, and then all changes. Sudden transformation of the world into something that I don’t know. I quite don’t understand this place, or was I ever supposed to? I know this might sound crazy for many, but I lived in this place long enough to know its real. Yet there are people passing by, knowing nothing of its existence. I feel trapped and free at the same time. I feel like I know more than I knew, but there is no way to use such knowledge, at least for now. I know that many people been in this world, however none can remember, I wonder why. So many questions, and yet answer seems to be real. Answers are always here, perhaps we don’t want to know them. It would be a lot awful if we knew the future before it happened. Trapped with the idea that future is here, yet too far to reach. A paradise in a desert. However you might think it doesn’t matter. What does matter is the notion of being here. It’s like floating in the mid air, becoming an observer. I exist and yet not here. Quite fascinating. How one to be sane, or does sanity is a questionable? We all so full of ourselves, thinking that we figured out life, busy working, chasing materialistic goals. Or are we just making ourselves busy while we waiting for the next step? It can’t be it. This world and time in it, so short. You have to be a fool, to believe that there is nothing after.

Materialistic

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System Opposition

any opposition to world order or any other societal system usually concludes in the termination or isolation of such sabotage

Justifying the decisions

Weird how we try to justify anything we do.

Every decision we make, essentially requires a process of why’ s.

its like someones watching us and we like

“hey, I didn’t eat burgers for few years, I can have just one now”

Ability to think

Ability to think is the only evidence, and concrete proof that we exist as individuals and have ability or/and control over our minds.